Gotta work, don’t wanna, but gotta
I just had a crazy, freaky session with Doc where I discovered I have a 10 year old inside me that is VERY MAD. Holy mama, this poor peep has a lot of anger. First she was happy to talk to Doc, and...
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Holy cow, guys! Just a quick post to say that I am back. It was a tumultuous ride, but I am very glad to be in full possession of myself again. Letty is finally at ease again. Talk to y’all later.
View ArticleLetty messed up
Beatriz is not happy with me. We were supposed to go to church today. Beatriz was going to join her church today. I said no. The church is ok. We were going to have to get up in front of the church...
View ArticleLetty is sad
I am very very scared. I wanna go home . But we gotta work still. Beatriz says its not time to go. I wish it was cause I feel scared and sick. I wish I could have a hug right now. I am trying not to...
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Hi I am ronnie and i am scared. Dan came to the house to check on Beatriz. I wanna go away. I dont wonaa be here. I had my Hammy the hamster stuffed animal, but I need more huggies. I am watching...
View ArticleLetty needs a friend
Hi guys I am scared, but I don’t know why. We have to go to bed, but its gonna be hard I think. I want to wake up Doc right now and give him a piece of my mind. I don’t feel safe with anyone. Too many...
View ArticleJust going to admit …
… that I’ve tried numerous times to post. I’ve tried to write, and I come up empty. Empty, empty, empty. This is why you’ve not seen me on here. But I want to write. Alas, it won’t come. But today I...
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About Updated 8/5/13 Originally this was a PTSD blog. I thought PTSD was going to be the main focus. However, that idea bit the dust last summer, August 2012, when I discovered that I did not have...
View ArticleA New Look
Hi all, August is traditionally a difficult month, and this year is much the same. Though I do have to admit that it does seem to get better every year. I’ve tried to write on here a few times, and...
View ArticleKeep going
The simple things with PTSD can be daunting. Get out of bed. (That took 2 hours) Get dressed. (Add another hour to the total) Eat something. (Just shy of another two hours) The most important piece,...
View ArticleLetty needs a friend
Hi guys I am scared, but I don’t know why. We have to go to bed, but its gonna be hard I think. I want to wake up Doc right now and give him a piece of my mind. I don’t feel safe with anyone. Too many...
View ArticleIs it an oversight?
Is it an oversight that I can never quite remember my mother’s birthday? It’s somewhere in the realm of Thanksgiving. Some years it actually falls on that day. For as long as I can recall, I’ve never...
View ArticleYou thought you wanted to know
So far this evening, you’ve had an orange, chocolate sprinkled nonpareils, and you just finished watching an episode of NCIS. You even looked up the best keyboard case for an Ipad mini 4. An important...
View Article10 ways to tell a story
1 is the number of lives I have, at least as far as I know. Hence my efforts to stay on earth. There are 2 choices, live or not. I get through the days of not wanting to live by thinking of the days...
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